As I sit at the dining-room table, the chair keeps sealing my leg’s skin to the chair because of how hot outside is right now. The temp is 84 degrees. No wind from seeing the trees through my slide-door. I hear fans going and my 14 years old son chatting with someone over his x-box 1s through his headphone. My son likes to play Rocket League and I must be honest, he is pretty good whenever I glace over to watch him playing.

Many thoughts have ran through and quite honestly, I do not know what to start with this post. I guess this would be a rambling post… I am feeling upset, depressed, unhappy, disappointed and feeling defeated. I joined Origami Owl in August, 2018 with excitement of starting new chapter in my life. I needed to find a way to earn some income to bring to home. I will say that it has been amazing journey and experience that I have with Origami Owl. It is my first job in over 15 years of not working at any jobs.

Origami Owl is jewelry that sells beautiful lockets that holds your story inside. You gets to pick your own charms that symbolize you or your story. Then the locket gets to explain your overall of who you are. Simple chain or crazy chain to symbolize however you want it to symbolize that for. I almost never wear jewelry myself but with Origami Owl, it changes everything how I see in jewelry. I now pay more attention to details. I now try to figure out people’s story or their reasons to have this piece for that day. Not only that, it have helped me build relationship with other people or newer people. Without Origami Owl, I would not have build those relationship with these people so I’m forever grateful that they put me into un-comfort zone and a learning experience.  I would love to continue.

I am now considering leaving which is why my feelings are what I’m feeling right now. I actually am not making money. I feel that I am not helping with the income because I’m going opposite direction with money.  I do felt un-supported by several people. Maybe its my wording issue. I really do lack social skill and I have known this for a while now. I do know for the fact that there are many factors played into this.

Speaking of Harry Potter – There will be new Harry Potter collection coming out soon.

Anyway … I DO feel that I let my husband down. My husband is very unhappy with his current job. He is starting new job on July 7th and we’re getting huge cut in our income. My hope for my husband is to be happier at the new place even though he will be driving a bit more than a hour drive.

I do hope to come back more often and do my original plan with this site. This August, 2019 will be my year with Origami Owl… if I get this far.