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Continue reading →: Exhausted, healing, and still showing upIn the beginning of January, 2025 of this year, I came up with the word, Optimistic for my word of the year. That word pretty much went through the window like it was a trash. There was many struggles, frustration, self-bullying, anxiety loads and I mean anxiety LOADS, and there…
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Continue reading →: September’s Storm: Pain, Validation, and Taking Back My PowerSeptember felt like a season of storms—waves of emotions crashing before I could catch my breath. In the middle of heartache, fear, and exhaustion, I also found unexpected moments of truth and validation. For years, I carried the weight of being dismissed, unheard, and told it was “all in my…
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Continue reading →: June, July and August, 2025Today is June 23rd and I felt the need to type to keep my mind occupied. There was so much have happened in June. I figure I would get ahead while I can. I have been going to physical therapy weekly for my sciatica. For several days, finally I am…
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Continue reading →: MAYThe rollercoaster has continued . . . By May 3rd, my good friend decided to surprise live-stream, and as his moderator, I had permission to edit his titles. His titles end up being little humor then shortly after, he had back to back raids. Big Wins for my friend! Over…
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Continue reading →: April Held a MirrorAs April has arrived, I had made an appt. with a local hair salon because in the month of March, I felt I needed something to look forward to. Off I went to the hair place and got my hair done, I asked how much the cost it was, the…
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Continue reading →: February and March, 2025February and March for me has brought so many different things such as emotions, mental, and the unexpected. The month of February was filled with promoting awareness to the hearing streamers that Deaf people do stream their games on Twitch. I also encouraged many streamers to turn on closed captioning.…
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Continue reading →: Terrified JanuaryI can’t think of a better title than this at the moment. On Jan 4th, in the middle of the night, I was shaken awake to be told that someone have tried to break into our home. I flew off from my bedroom to figure out what exactly have happen…
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Continue reading →: Pier Dream …I laid my head on the pillow as I tries to close my eyes. I pulled the blankets up to my shoulder and curled up because I was shivering a little bit. A vision appeared as if I was watching a movie and/or as if I was in it ……
I’m Amanda, someone who’s always reflecting, growing, and finding meaning in the ups and downs of life. I write about my journey with honesty—whether it’s navigating health struggles, rediscovering joy in small moments, or reflecting on shows I’ve watched and places I’ve been. Creativity and expression are important to me, whether it’s through words, gaming, or sharing pieces of my story.
I value connection and community, especially between deaf, hard of hearing, and hearing people, and I’m passionate about creating spaces where understanding and empathy can thrive. Alongside that, I carry a love for nostalgia, little celebrations (like birthdays and milestones), and spontaneous choices that end up holding deep meaning—like a tattoo that tells a personal story.
Above all, I’m learning to embrace each season of life with resilience, reflection, and a touch of humor.
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